I've always been positive in my life, but right now I feel so helpless. I don't like my job. Althought another company called me for an interview today, I just don't wanna work any more in my last precious two months in the US. I 'd rather work on the things I really enjoy, that is language learning. I asked my supervisior yesterday if I could take a leave of absence for language training and then came back afterward. She said she doesn't think it would be a problem, but she needed to ask the manager and let me know the result the next day. Unfortuntely, I got her message today. It didn't work out. ~><~
What am I gonna to do? I NEVER, EVER feel so helpless in my lifetime, partly because i am in a county where my parents and all friends are all far away from me. I just couldn't help but cry. Everytime when I feel helpless, i miss my friends, boyfriend and family in Taiwan so much. In the past, whenever I felt upset, frustrated or depressed, I always knew who was the person I could call, and who would support me no matter anytime anywhere. I wanna go home and meet them as soon as possible. Especially thank my boy friend's endless and unconditional support emotionally and finacially.
No matter how tough the life here is and how big difficulties I am facing, I believe that I can resolve it by my wisdom and courage. I won't be beaten.
Have some favorite snacks and cheer up! Hope things will work out eventually.
- Jun 21 Sat 2008 05:45
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